Is this the way?

I let you go,

Let you fly,

Even though I know

I should have tried

Seemed the right thing

Didn’t know it will bring

So much of hurt , so much of pain

Can’t get you out of my brain

Seeing you disappear, going far away,

What am I to do, what am I to say.

Wish I could, you know I would,

But life before me, has to clear

I have to be free, have a career.

Does that sound insane? 

Is it my bane?

What a way, what a life,

Every time I hear you, it causes strife.

It hurts now, but the pain will recede,

The pain of the future, I have to erase

Forgive me, I hope you will

Can I forgive myself, that won’t fit the bill.

What does it matter, in the end

Cause I have a cause and I won’t bend

You fought for me , I pushed you away,

Now in the end, I don't even know what to say

I made my bed, now I must lie in it too

Problem is no one can replace you.